This is the full story. All of it. McDonald’s store manager. Royal Marines. Sniper. Physical Training Instructor. Divorce. Alcohol. Rock bottom. Minutes away from taking my own life. A picture of my kids. A three-hour walk in the dark. And the decision to rebuild. In this episode, I share my complete origin story — from a rough childhood of abandonment, through nine years in the Royal Marines, to the darkest period of my life, and how I built everything back from nothing to create the work I do today. Inside this episode: •Growing up with abandonment and how it shaped everything that followed •Why watching Black Hawk Down and a Royal Marines advert changed the entire direction of my life •Nine years in the Royal Marines: becoming a sniper, a PTI, and training thousands of recruits •The decision to leave the military for my children — and the identity crisis that followed •PTSD, alcohol, divorce, and coming minutes away from suicide in November 2012 •The picture of my kids that stopped me — and the three-hour walk that changed everything •How I built Body Shock Fitness from £6,000 to £106,000 in year one — and nearly destroyed myself doing it •My best-selling books, the online business, and the evolution into working with six to eight-figure business owners •Why I started therapy in January 2026 — and what it has unlocked This is not a highlight reel. This is the real story of what it takes to build a life worth living. If you are ready to start your own rebuild, book a call: https://link.coachmatic.app/widget/bookings/coaching-call-with-jt Let’s get to work.